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Obama won a Nobel Peace Prize this morning. It is a little unexpected but I’m more concerned with how Fox news will spin it.

The most eye raising thing I’ve read today: Marge Simpson posing for playboy
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20091009/ap_on_en_ot/us_playboy_marge_simpson
because cartoon characters are super sexy and need a centerfold, I guess.

Of all the chores that have to be done, the worst is washing the floors. Especially because Mama wants it done a certain way. I prefer washing dishes and cooking and even washing the bathroom to washing the floors.

I think I came up with my midterm question. It will be about the limits of technology like a past midterm but instead of asking who should define that limit I’ll let them try to figure out where the limit is. They talked in class about this; let’s see if they can get their thoughts together.

Dollhouse S2E3 )

Exodus WTF moment of the day: The last five chapters of Exodus were the most boring reading I ever had to read. Mainly because I already had to read it earlier, when God was giving Moses instructions on how to build the tabernacle. Four chapters are just about people building the tabernacle in excruciating detail and then a list of all the parts again. And the last chapter is about God telling Moses to put the tabernacle up, listing all its parts, and then Moses putting it up, part by part in detail. If I had to write these five chapters it would go like this: “And then craftsmen built everything pertaining to the tabernacle according to God’s earlier instructions. Here is a list of everything. God told Moses to assemble it and Moses did. God guided people. The End.” That’s not even a paragraph! I guess people cared because it was the house of worship but these chapters are the reason while the Bible always bored me before and why the children’s version always skips this. Well, the good thing is the Exodus is done! Three more books of the Torah to go. I was thinking of taking a little break before I tackle Leviticus but I should just work through it before I lose my nerve to continue.
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This morning I finished the second story from Uwem Akpan’s collection “Say You’re One of Them” called “Fattening for Gabon.” It was more of a novella with over a hundred twenty pages with the uplifting story of an uncle who was trying to sell his niece and nephew into slavery in Benin. The story is told from the perspective of a ten year old boy. His uncle eventually changed his mind but it was too late by that point and he got killed. At the end of the story, the boy runs away, having to leave his sister behind. I didn’t love the story, but it was interesting. It certainly felt like a perspective of a ten year old child where the reader arrives at many conclusions a lot faster than the main character. And one gets a better perspective of a regular daily life and expectation of a live in a seaside town. In this story, as in two others I’ve read (I also read the third story today since it was very short), there is a big emphasis on the food. Each country has its own special dishes that are carefully described and eating plays a prominent role in each story. I think I was interested in that aspect of life the most. Also reliance on religion is a big theme in all stories so far. The characters read the Bible and know it thoroughly; they attribute many fortunes to God but don’t blame God for misfortune. Another thing I like is the author’s use of language. The way people spoke in the Kenyan story, with a specific mix of English and native language is not the way people spoke in the Benin story with a mix of English, French and a local language. The speech patterns were also distinct. I’m glad I can read French and can follow the conversation better, even as the French is pretty basic, and I can certainly relate to mixing of languages because in some conversations I mix English and Russian all the time. The use of language makes each story feel more real. The third story “What Language is That?” is told from a perspective of a six year old Ethiopian girl from a Christian family who can’t understand why she can no longer play with her Muslim best friend, after some religious riots. She doesn’t understand adult differences in faith and why she can’t visit the family who are not “bad people” but just don’t hold the same beliefs, especially as not long before her father encouraged the friendship. The story is less than ten pages, but it is my favorite so far. The moment when both girls sneak on their opposing balconies and give each other air hugs is sweet and poignant. The author does a great job picturing children’s point of view and pointing at flaws at the adult society.

Today my students had a class discussion about a new reading. Next week I give a midterm for two days and this reading is for the midterm, so I could not help them understand it. It was really hard not to interfere and ask them leading questions. For much of the discussion there was not a lot of depth to their understanding of the reading or comprehension of the metaphors. I don’t think they got the main point or at least could not distinguish between the author of the article and the subject she is profiling. Well, at least we get another class later to discuss it more, this time hopefully I can make them dig deeper. They read Lauren Slater’s “Dr. Daedalus” article about a plastic surgeon who want to build people wings. The story is really about the question of what makes us human, whether our rootlessness is the cause of need for change and going to extremes, about separation and/or integration of body and soul. Reading it this year, with “Dollhouse” on TV, I even understand the article a little differently, or at least think about the question of identity more. But, of course, just as their tepid interpretation of Daedalus myth (which I made them look up), they focused on the building wings part and not on the cautionary tale of flying too close to the sun and hubris of Icarus. My students seem to come up with very liberal and western ideas of valuing individual choice and happiness to the point where everyone should do what one likes even in extreme plastic surgery. However, most do want to at least include a clause of not harming others. I now need to write a midterm question that they can actually answer.

Free pizza! Today after I was done with classes and was heading home, I passed the free pizza giveaway by Residential Life. Last week they fed people pretzels. It seems there is extra money on campus. But hey, free pizza!

Bones S5E4 )

Andrew Lloyd Weber wrote a sequel to “Phantom of the Opera” and called it “Love Never Dies.” Aside from the creepiness of the original story which is not really that romantic, this just seems wrong. And, of all things, it will be set at Coney Island. That’s right, our Coney Island in Brooklyn. The Phantom will relocate to the amusement park, apparently, ten years after the original ended. Lloyd Weber found the original ending too boring so he decided to write a sequel. That or he just wants to do crazy things. Coming to London next march and to New York next November.

Exodus WTF moment of the day: chapters 31 to 35 finish Moses’ stay on the mountain and go into the story of the Golden Calf. Which is a really frelled up story. Moses burning the calf, breaking it into a powder and then making people drink it. Did he want to give people gold poisoning? Curious aside: the gold came from the earrings of wives, daughters and sons. Aaron’s justification to Moses for building the calf was just repeating the basic story “Hey, they asked and we thought you might be dead” while not taking the blame saying that he just threw the gold into the fire and “out came this calf,” magically constructed, obviously. Then Moses orders the murder of three thousand people, making sure people kill their “brother, friend, neighbor”. And then he praises the men who killed for heroism since they did slaughter their unarmed family and friends. And on top of that God sent the plague to punish the people, although Moses did convince him that it would be a bad PR move to kill everyone and start over (Egyptians wouldn’t be in awe of Israelite God anymore if he leads the people out of Egypt just to kill them all later). Then, after sending a plague, God needed a time out from dwelling among the people so he wouldn’t be tempted to just kill everyone. Oh, and I never realized that when Moses goes to talk with God, he doesn’t exactly go alone. He has an aide/servant. Very bureaucratic of him.
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Still have a heavy head from yesterday. So I took it a bit easy today mainly because I couldn’t concentrate. Hopefully, with more sleep I can focus tomorrow. I did take a rather nice nap today and I rediscovered the nap’s wonderful powers. Naps have to be timed correctly, like Goldilocks, not too short and not too long. If they are longer than 15 minutes one can wake up groggy.

“SYTYCD” are finally up to Vegas auditions – it is nice to get better dancers. They cut Ryan, though which was a bit tough to watch. Still a much better episode than regular auditions. Top 20 will be even better. Still this show works better as a summer dancing show.

Happy b-day to Marianna!

Exodus WTF moment of the day: chapters 26 to 30 are all about what the Tabernacle should look like and how to build it in exact measurements and all about what priests should wear and how they should get anointed. It is all pretty straightforward. My favorite bit was that when one consecrates a priest one has to kill a bunch of specific animals and, for the last animal, smear some blood on the priest’s ears, right thumb and right big toe. The ears seem random, and so is the right toe. All of the descriptions are very specific in terms of type of cloth, jewel and spices for oil one should use. Until the Romans destroyed the Second Temple in 70 CE, Jewish lives were much more ritualistic, with twice daily sacrifices, and did not resemble the ideas of Judaism today. After the Temple destruction only the Jews who placed less emphasis on the Temple survived since they substitutes prayer for literal sacrifices (the beginning of rabbis). I actually find that period of Jewish history very interesting because there were so many competing sects. As for the Tabernacle, because I’m not an architect and not an artist, I couldn’t really picture it all from the descriptions and measurements so I went online and found some pictures. There are actually a couple of reconstructions in Israel based on the Bible measurements, although they don’t use real gold, I think. It is very cool to actually see what all the descriptions are supposed to look like.

Tabernacle website: http://www.bibleplaces.com/tabernacle.htm
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I spent too much staring at the computer without a break and then watching way too much TV (to be fair we were on the last disk of “Battlestar Galactica” Season 2 and just had to see how that ended. The end result, however, was lightheadedness when I stood up and possibly a blood pressure spike. I went to sleep early swearing that from now on I won’t skip on my walk outside and would take breaks from the computer every couple of hours.

Great time wasting website, especially if you love storytelling: http://tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Main/Tropes

Exodus WTF moment of the day: chapters 21 to 25 are all about law the God imparts on the people through Moses. Most of the law makes sense: how to deal with personal conflicts and what to do if someone hurts your work animals, intentionally or not. And some law can only be understood in context of the time and would obviously not apply in the present day, for example, selling your daughter into slavery. (All the fundamentalists conveniently forget that law when they use other biblical laws to justify their social agenda.) I also love how the New International Version (English) of the Bible is about selling your daughter “as a servant,” while the Russian version clearly says “slavery.” I wonder what the original says. It is also interesting the conditions of sale of the daughter. The guy who buys her can’t just resell her to a foreigner if he is displeased, but if he marries another woman he can’t deny to the girl “food, clothing and marital rights” which is a really polite way to explain what happens to the daughter when her father sell her.
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House S6E4 )

The ability of the students to ignore information and not follow instructions always amazes me. I repeated in several classes that they need a folder when they turn in Paper 2, and yet about a quarter of the students remembered this. I emphasized how important it was to bring in on Thursday. We worked on grammar today because I had nothing else to do with the midterm coming up but it went surprisingly well.

Watched “Lie to Me” after “House” because James Marsters was in the episode. Wasn’t a bad episode, better than Season One episode I caught last year. However, they pretty much had two unrelated stories and the second one about a cult leader felt very stereotypical and too predictable. Can't we have one cult leader (whom the show establishes as a true believer) not be a misogynistic bastard who exploits children while thinking his world is a utopia. At least James Marsters wasn’t playing a bad guy this time and had nothing to do with that storyline.

Daily Show with Jon Stewart! Colbert Report! We got tickets! This was the most exciting part of the day because I’ve been checking the shows’ websites for a while and they never have tickets. And today, I check and the Daily Show has almost all January and February open. I think they added shows. But yeah, Daily Show tickets!

Exodus WFT moment of the day: chapters 16 to 20 are about the manna they all ate, God showing himself to people in a cloud above a mountain and the Ten Commandments. First of all, I would think that eating the same food for forty years would get a bit tiring. And all those children who only ate manna – how would they know how to cook and eat anything else when they get out of the desert. Couldn’t God have varied the diet a little bit? I also enjoyed the image of Moses sitting on a rock while Aaron and another guy held up his hands all day to guarantee Israelites’ victory in battle. Seems like torture for all three. And God promises to come down to Mt Sinai to speak to the people and the same time fences the mountains so that no one could approach it on a penalty of death. All they saw was a large cloud. Moses even points it out to Him when God tells him that people should be consecrated. Then God is like “Ok, Aaron can come up.” The Ten Commandments themselves are pretty cool. One book I read broke them down as the first five are really about relationship with God/parents and the last five are about relationships between people. Several years ago I read an article on adultery for one of my women and gender classes. And they kept mentioning commandments 6 and 9 which did not track with a list I had of Ten Commandments. I wasn’t sure what to make of it. I learned later that what number a Commandment is depends on the religion/sect. Catholics, Protestants, Orthodox Christians and Jews all number the commandments differently, just like the biblical canon consists of different books for each religion/sect. The article I read used a Catholic version of the commandments. Here is a link with the breakdown for each religion: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ten_commandments
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Pretty mellow day today, getting my strength ready for grading coming tomorrow. My favorite part of the day is a toss up between going for a walk in the afternoon in a nice sunny almost summer weather, listening to my iPod with my hair all shiny and playing dominos with my parents. I haven’t played dominos in so long. We still have a set Sasha and I played with as little kids. I even managed to make “fish” in one game.

Can’t wait for an episode of “Brothers and Sisters” tonight. Kevin and Scotty just make me smile. Scotty is too adorable.

Exodus WTF moment of the day: there wasn’t anything that really jumped out at me in Exodus 11-15. It was a straightforward account of establishing of Passover and the tenth plague, leaving Egypt, parting of the sea and the miracle of sweetened water. Although, God made people collect silver and gold, weirdly. It actually says “so they plundered the Egyptians” (12:36) in a in the next chapter. So they not just collecting all the gold right before they leave, it feels like extortion. Israelites also left “armed for battle” (13:18), which does not necessary means armed with weapons but still, not exactly a poor showing.
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Today is the tenth anniversary of Grandma Tanya’s death. She was 75 and spent the last six month of her life in pretty much a catatonic state following a stroke. She died when I was in college, four hours away, on the day her oldest granddaughter Katya came to visit her from Minsk. By all accounts, she showed signs of recognizing Katya and then she quietly died later that night. She was the best person I ever knew, the kindest, patient and warm and wonderful person who was also a greatest cook in the world. I remember thinking when we were moving to America that I didn’t not want to go without her because I would miss her food. I just didn’t want to leave without her. I’m glad she could come with us and I at least got to live with her for six more years. She was always an example of what a person should be and the love someone is capable of giving. She grew up in an orphanage and lived through World War II and did not always have the easiest life but somehow she still had so much positive energy and so much love to give. To me, she was a good contrast to my Mom who is not the easiest person. Babushka Tanya was also the first person I ever lost so it was the first time I had to deal with grief, really. Papa called me early that morning (she died about midnight), I don’t even know what time it was. It was a Sunday, I went to sleep late the night before, and the phone woke me up. I was half asleep and couldn’t comprehend what he was saying. My brain was going a mile a minute. I called Bear right way, I didn’t even realize it was so early. I woke him up (and his roommate probably) and asked him to come over. Yeva wasn’t there that weekend so I was by myself in our dorm. I waited for him in the stairwell, he only lived a building away, but it still took him forever, in my mind, to get there, because I couldn’t think properly. I then had to figure out when was the first bus back to New York so I could go home. That whole day seemed so long. And all I could think about was that my Grandma died. I didn’t cry, I remember that. I think I was just in shock, even as for six month she was in this terrible state. But somehow the idea of her dying, really dying never entered my being. We went to the cemetery today with some flowers. I miss her.

This morning I worked on Chapter 3 of the Hebrew book. It was all about exceptions to pronunciation and more reading rules. It was a good practice and I feel I’m getting more of a handle on it and can recognize letters with less mistakes. Some of the rules were interesting, like the dagesh letters. I think, based on the rules, Hebrew can’t have a word that starts with “f”, it will always be “p”, at least in biblical Hebrew. I think I will do a chapter a week, so as not to get ahead of myself or burn out. Next week we get to basic sentences and some vocab.

I was finally able to do some cross stitching today. I started that ten years ago too in October after Katya and my parents came to visit me in college the weekend following my grandma’s death and we found a craft store. I associate cross stitching with my grandmother and I think I started it in memory of her. I’m doing a small project now and I like the contrast of bright green thread I’m using with grey and red I used before. It is all about the colors.

I was also feeling like a total girl today with spending lots of money on skin care products, money I’d rather spend on books.

Exodus WFT moment of the day: chapters six to ten cover the story up to ninth plague. Aaron completely gets the short stick in the common memory of the story. So Aaron is the older brother by three years and not younger as I thought. But Moses gets all the credit. God is speaking to Moses who then tells Aaron what to do. It was Aaron who was starting off all the plagues by touching the staff to water, for example. It was Aaron who was illustrating God’s power by turning that staff into a snake. So Aaron is doing everything, but because God is speaking to Moses, Moses gets the glory. Also, I was thinking about the events from the pharaoh’s perspective. Every time a plague happens he tells Moses, “Fine, just stop the plague and I will let some go.” So he is negotiating with what are pretty much terrorists to make them stop the attacks. Once the plague stops, he reneges on the promises (and only because God himself hardens pharaoh’s heart. I think God just wanted to do all the plagues to show how big his balls were and he wasn’t risking pharaoh’s capitulation). But the pharaoh is in the really tough position: all his slaves and workforce want to leave and they are killing innocent people and animals through the plagues. What would be a proper response today? Incorrect memory of the story: for some reason I always thought frogs were falling out of the sky, but they weren’t. The frogs were just leaving the water and jumping all over –why is that really scary? Too bad Egyptians didn’t like eating frog legs.
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Today one of my neighbor’s kids, a seven year old girl, stopped by. Mama sometimes babysits her and takes her to swimming practice. The girl wanted to say hi to me and asked me to help her with her homework a little. It was fun to help and it got me out of my house and out of my funk a bit. Somehow hanging out with kids makes me feel like a kid and hers is a fun age. Reminds me of the kids I watched in the summer camps too. I actually felt quite suited for that job, I’m glad that was my first real job. I always wanted to be a teacher, even when I was a kid. I guess I have more patience than I think I have. Just random musings of the day.

Dollhouse S2E2 )

Exodus WTF moment of the day: I started Exodus last night. This is probably the book of the Bible that I’m most familiar with because of how popular the story is with all movies like “Ten Commandments” and “Prince of Egypt” and recounting the story at Passover Seder every year. But it is interesting to actually read the details. It is astonishing how in one chapter, chapter 2, we go from Moses’ birth to his exile. It is a really short chapter that is cramped with information. The fact that Moses just killed the Egyptian guy who was beating up a Hebrew man is usually glossed over. It is not like Moses lost his temper or was doing it in self defense. The chapter specifically mentions that he looked both ways to make sure no one was around before he killed the guy. He, of course, also runs away after Pharaoh finds out about this and wants to rightfully punish him. Moses also came off as really whinny when God was asking him to return to Egypt and lead the people out for three days to the desert to pray to God. (It wasn’t even specifically about leaving Egypt completely). Moses didn’t like to speak in public and wanted God to least pick a different person to be a spokesman. So God just said, “Fine, your brother Aaron can do it.” So it was actually his brother who was doing all the talking in Egypt, Moses just gets most of the publicity because he has the signs and can turn a staff into a snake. And the fact that Moses even has a brother is a bit shady; obviously the pharaoh just stopped killing male children or something shortly after Moses was born. Maybe the Pharaoh stopped worrying about Israel’s population growing. Tonight’s reading – the plagues.

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