9 Nisan/24 March, 2010

Mama is stressing me out. She is having lots of anxiety issues lately and she can’t be home alone anymore without stressing out. So any idea that I might live somewhere else she freaking her out. She wants me to just do part time next year at the writing program and she doesn’t like that I sent me my CV to a community college. Not that I’m likely to get this job with all the ridiculous job market this year. But her neuroses are making me crazy. I keep telling her to go to a psychologist since one helped me two years ago when I started having my travel anxiety issues but she just won’t hear of it. I hope to eventually prevail or it will just get worse. Already when Bear comes over to visit, she doesn’t want us to go out until Papa comes home from work after five. But it is the job issues that are just adding extra unneeded stress right now.